weary of loneliness
& 8:09 PM &
IM EXTREMELY LONELY!!!!!!!!!!
im so so so so bored..i seriously wanna live wit my family..i tink i hav bipolar!oops.hmm juz kidding la..i tink this is e worst part of my lyf.unable to live wit my own family jz to gt good grades!!urgh.i hate it.i noe ive benefited from my good grades.but still.it doesn really make me feel happy..maybe contented abit la..besides dat,i get separated frm my best friendssss..himherhimher..walau...very sad la.if im able to pull through this part of my lyf till o level...gosh.im a SUPER WOMAN=]...i wld be so proud of myself..but sumtyms..i couldn take it..im seriously tired of being lonely,depressed n being emo sumtyms..my aunt is leaving nex week..i wonder how i can cope wit e silence in e house..i told my mom lot of tyms dat i wanna live at qwnstwn...but she says dat e environment is nt suitable 4 me to study..besides,der is nobody to help me wit my academics..wth..aiya..its pointless for me say it here.cz it wont help.i wish e TNFs are living in e same HDB block sia.dat would be awesome.
p.s : i love getting As though
hanahanahana.