im murdered due to my petite size
& 8:11 PM &
aloha!!
since noone is free to update..
as a member of THE NERDIE FREAKOS.
i will juz update la..
skol is boring..
except for english..
haha.weird huh.?
well..todae we discussed abt some investigation stuff.
so i was pretty interested.*knoocks my head towards SHORTIE*
todae im not really feeling good..
im suffering from donno-wat-mood.
haha.
but band was fun..i tink..
heez.
i was shocked wen one of our junior'harry potter', cried...=[
i didn noe wat really happen.
emo came to me n tell me dt his junior is crying..
n instead of consoling him.
he left his junior alone..
so i went to ask 'potter' y he cried..
he jz shook his head..
i tink he is juz stress of his playing.
n im quite suprised.
i mean..of all e juniors,he is e onli one dat cried noeing dat he cant played dt good.
n u can see dt e others jz heck care wen dey cant play..
its realli touching to see ur members crying esp e juniors..
gosh..
todae me n artee had to go to detention bt was bring forwward to tmr..
yea..so c ya guys[detention peeps] tmr!
wooo...out wee go into e sea.
trying to catch e piraty.
so,do watch us in e movie!
(i noe it sounds weird=])
ladie N
escapist..
& 9:09 PM &
a very good evening to all e readers..
haha.i sound lyk some prof..
okok..
todae had fun..
i didn really expect to hv games instead of having drills.
bt we still have it though..
n it was fun,hilarious n der was a bonding between e sec2s n sec1s n some of e sec 3s.
hees..great job leaders;))
olryte..now back in e boring part.
der ws pidato in e morn.
haha.i sounded lyk some newscastor..
n bcoz of dat.
wic i tink its fair.
idris gt a mark higher den me.
den der ws lessons.(as usual)
den cm e fun tym.
MUSIC lesson..
heehe.we learnt abt some music software.
SONA sumting la..haha
it ws cool.
yea.im having an appoinment wit TONY n GUY on monday!!=]]]]]]]
i noe der is a meeting.
bt ive told JOEY=]n she is so understanding..haha
yuppyupp..
so sori guys.cant mk it fr e meeting..
im missing e TNFs..haiz..
we are gonna mk our next outing as soon as possible ok..
omg.ive been so curious abt him again.
i mean e language..wat language is dat??
oops..i frgt..no more lovey-dovey tings..
ladie N
urgh..i give up la.
& 8:58 PM &
walau..
gonna make it short..
tmr gt drill..so mz cancel e outing..
haiz..
den todae's sectional wasnt dt great..
i mean,
i don understand e skol.
e teachers.
some of e band mem.
this is getting nower..
i tink its e best if we were to close down.
whuteva solution dt we think.
will olways have obsticles!
so wat do u suggest we shud freaking do?!
if this goes on.
NO SILVER FOR US LA!!!!
issit our fault?or e school n teachers..
no one is supporting us.
hu are we suppose to rely on.
i can really cry n stressed up jz bcoz of
e BAND in this pathetic state.
i cant even see e light of hope.
ladie N
don't worry babe.
& 9:30 PM &
you wasn't at the fault. actually it's mine. i'm just a self-centered whore.
my mood's been really baaaddd. today's band practice, i feel like breaking down. i can't play
I CAN'T PLAY ANYMORE! i feel like i should just banish back home.
i told myself,
i want to give up, but i will still hold on and believe in this band.
okay, forget what i've just said, it sucks.
anyway, just suddenly, my passion for band today is like, so low. i don't have the mood to play, therefore, no matter how hard i push myself, my fucking lips will always get so tired and sore that i'll have to pause. is it my braces? or is it just me? i guess i just suck at everything.
everything. ):
i'm sick of the fact that life's unfair. so unfair until i get so fed up.
IM FED UP.
anyway, brown eyes always reminds me of my TNFs kay!
i'm so fucking stressed out. i could break down but i'm trying so hard to take it.
DAMNIT, TOMORROW WILL HAVE 2.4KM TEST RUN.
how fucking shit is that.
happy birthday wan teng! <3
msARTEE ):
no matter wat.i will never give up.
& 8:25 PM &
artee..i noe ive pissed u off..
im juz so tired ..
wenever im tired..
i cant seem to compromise or agree wit whuteva e people is saying..
i was pissed by some people during band practice.
ya..i noe u were serious about it..
but dn worry..tmr its gonna work out great..=]
i was on e verge of crying.
but somehow i felt it was a waste of tym.
im juz wondering,wondering wen are we gonna be serious n work for dat medal.
somehow,i could feel a huge weight being left on my shoulder.
e problems are heavy.
do i really have e strength to carry it?
ladie N
lazy ass..Zzz..
& 9:03 PM &
hullo people of bloggers!
haha.im so lame..
sori la.nth much to say.
have been laziee nowadays to blog=]
hmm..well,skol is lyk normal.
crappie..n boring..
haiz..construction site so noisy.
cant even concentrate.
noise pollution inside n outside e class.
air pollution outside class,bt still affect us.
hmm..band..
well,sorta improving..
we are gonna improve.
i hope they are able to make it fr at least free concerts..
i tink dats all la..
HaPPy BIRTHDAE !!!
doughnut!!!!!!!!!lalalallalalala
ladie n
a date??
& 9:22 PM &
hey tnfs..
pirates of the caribbean will be on cinema next thursday??
shall we go n watch together after our sectional??
we are all interested ryte??
shall we??
er..
dere iish still time..
take ur time tu tink tink!!
we are the winners!!
hahah..
doughnut!!
i'm hurt!!
yEw dunno!!