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Saturday, June 24, 2006

bugger.
& 11:06 PM &

i'm getting more and more emo nowadays.
no outings, no dates, no nothing.
sigh, no one has been coming online lately, except for suhana, who had came home earlier and be able to use the com.
anyway, i miss school days. MINUS THE TEACHERS, STUDIES, PRINCIPAL AND HIM.

feeling low most of the time. nothin' to do, sitting infront of my computer screen and chatting with retarded people doesn't help too.
depressed songs just bring me down lower.
AHHH, LIFE JUST SUCKS! no, it's me who suck T_T
i miss miss miss miss fun and happiness.
i miss miss miss miss having a boyfriend.

i don't know why i'm feeling this way.
the moments of being with someone you love,
the calls, the messages,
somehow, i just miss all of those.
but maybe time will erase them.
my loneliness and my sorrows.

you know, being sad isn't just sad.
sad is a feeling you'll get when something that breaks your heart happens.
the more deeper the cut, the more upset you'll feel.
the low and down feeling, like the world's pressuring on your back.
like there ain't gonna be no tomorrow.
i need someone to comfort me.

this is the first time of my life that i'm wasting my June Holidays away by just sitting on that particular chair, typing on this keyboard, looking at that particular screen and particularly, chatting with retard people. coz i am one.

needless to say, school's two more days ahead.
somehow, 40% of me can't wait for school.
60% of me just want to stay home forever, never ever being able to see that guy.

i need a breakout.
i can't believe i'm still griefing over him until now.
man, it just hurts badly.

see y'all in school at 7.30am, 26th July only at Yuan Ching Secondary School. SEE YOU THERE!

<3msartee