spain lost!!=[
& 8:30 PM &
halo people...im bored n sad n feeling dumb..
haiz..
spain jz lost in e WC..
its nt even in e quarter-finals..
its their first tym losing bfr quarter-finals..
n its RAUL's bdae!!wt a great present he gt..=[
well..school's a bore..
cant sit bside someone dt i cn tok to..
science teacher is lame n boring..i wan MRS LIM..
alamak..e world seems to be turning upside down..
my purpose 4 goin 2 skol..
is to cm fr band..
meet my frens..
n faster graduate..wit NORMAL marks..
au revoir
ladie N
& 6:45 PM &
howdy.
tomorrow's school but the feeling's tad odd.
but oh well, we'll be having fun mocking teachers and disrupting their lessons.
i miss band.
miss miss miss!!
i'm feeling so TERRIBLE.
i feel i need to shop. shop and buy everything i want.
hahhahahahahahahhahah.
it won't happen.
<3msartee
bugger.
& 11:06 PM &
i'm getting more and more emo nowadays.
no outings, no dates, no nothing.
sigh, no one has been coming online lately, except for suhana, who had came home earlier and be able to use the com.
anyway, i miss school days. MINUS THE TEACHERS, STUDIES, PRINCIPAL AND HIM.
feeling low most of the time. nothin' to do, sitting infront of my computer screen and chatting with retarded people doesn't help too.
depressed songs just bring me down lower.
AHHH, LIFE JUST SUCKS! no, it's me who suck T_T
i miss miss miss miss fun and happiness.
i miss miss miss miss having a boyfriend.
i don't know why i'm feeling this way.
the moments of being with someone you love,
the calls, the messages,
somehow, i just miss all of those.
but maybe time will erase them.
my loneliness and my sorrows.
you know, being sad isn't just sad.
sad is a feeling you'll get when something that breaks your heart happens.
the more deeper the cut, the more upset you'll feel.
the low and down feeling, like the world's pressuring on your back.
like there ain't gonna be no tomorrow.
i need someone to comfort me.
this is the first time of my life that i'm wasting my June Holidays away by just sitting on that particular chair, typing on this keyboard, looking at that particular screen and particularly, chatting with retard people. coz i am one.
needless to say, school's two more days ahead.
somehow, 40% of me can't wait for school.
60% of me just want to stay home forever, never ever being able to see that guy.
i need a breakout.
i can't believe i'm still griefing over him until now.
man, it just hurts badly.
see y'all in school at 7.30am, 26th July only at Yuan Ching Secondary School. SEE YOU THERE!
<3msartee
skol is starting
& 4:46 PM &
guess im gonna be e onli one bloggin in this blog since im back..
im feeling so bored currently..
english hwks nt done..hehe
hm..im chatting wit rafly's mama nw..
miss them so much..he has bcme so kawaii=]
he is gonna enter pre skol in april..
its summer in japan so its hot now..
yesterdae,during dinner..
my aunt told me abt my bro wen he was small..
haha...so she told me one story..
they went to e graveyard,to visit e
relatives dt has gone..after telling my bro
hu's graveyards are those..
he asked my dad"dad,wer is ur graveyard?"
GOSH!!i cant believe he said dat..haha
so funny sia..i guess my brother used to be
cute..bt nw,he looks lyk an asshole..:x
yea..im done nw..
au revoir=]
ladie N
split personality? no way..
& 1:15 PM &
hullo people..im juz updating this pathetic blog..
wer is everybody..?gone?
haha..nvm la..
nth much to say..except dt i want 2
apologize to artee..haha
it seems dt i cant make it fr all e outings..
dang..im jz laziee to gt my 'pi ku' out of
e house..hehe
besides,i've gt family outings..
hmm..my hwks not done..
revisions nt done..
practising my band songs..is
95% done..haha
well..i dn feel lyk goin to skol..
meetin all those jerks,assholes n gubbins..
interesting facts:
im addicted to WC..have been supporting
SPAIN n forever SPAIN..my fav player..
Luis Garcia,Fernando Morientes,Raul Gonzalez
n Casillas. others; NAKATA,Takahara,Gerrard
n lots more..
Ladie N
my dearest nerds.
& 9:03 PM &
hey babes and dude.
we haven't had an outing for about.. a month?
i hope all of us can make it to go out on next wednesday, the day after the last holiday band practice. we will discuss about the timing when we go for band practice.
is it just me?
i feel that we are falling apart.
and about Sentosa, if all of you want, we could go Sentosa next week too.
that is, if all of you have the time.
take care all.
<3msartee
sorriiie doughnut=.=
& 9:54 PM &
hey hey peeps...
heard dat yEw peeps
are goin GWC on friday!!
sorriie..
so sorriie!!
ii dunt' tink ii can make it!!
cos hab chalet!!
sorriie!!
tink ii will give it a miss!!
so sad!!
but..
still goiin sentosa ryte??
den maybe ii'll go sentosa!!
hee...
sad!!
but,,
ii wanna chalet!!
sorriie!!
a lil' ps yEw all..
will forgive mii ryte??
please please!!
keke^^
enjoy lorts!!
ThE dOuGhNuT
im juz tired of it..plz understand.
& 9:35 PM &
urgh..my lyf is such a mess..my font will jz be black..
dull colour wic jz reflects my lyf..
hmm..im pissed wit people...esp those adults & mb..
those MF..
wats e use of getting good results wen u dn even gt wat u wanted..
FUCK.
i juz need to scream this word..FUCK OFF
haiz..feel lyk giving up my studies..musics..frens..
i need a break..
go somewer far..peaceful..calm..
feel lyk having a ride on a vespa,
riding around ROME or Spain..
band camp..was ok la..e teachers did their best on e organization..
ex-seniors came..we had drills..
slept at 5.50a.m..walked ard n tok2 or mb..bitching ard..
wit e TNFS gals n MITCHELL..
hangin ard wit bro n cuzzies tmr.
hopefully e outing will take my mind off those probs..
.I QUIT.
ladie N