why can't my tears fall freely like the rain does ;
& 8:19 PM &
sigh . sorry to my tnfs that i have to rant here..
there's nothing else i could turn to.
i want to let it out.
why must he leave me just like that.
he don't know how i feel, and i really want to know what's he thinking inside.
all i just want is to be loved. and to love him in return.
maybe this is all retribution. like how i hurt that someone before i met him .
FINE! why him ? why does it have to be someone i love so much!
i want to cry so much .
everytime it hurts but i still can't cry.
how much longer do i have to endure this pain and agony?
i'm really weakened after all this things have happened.
i've changed .
to become someone and i don't even know who i am already .
peeps , my life is shattered, it means nothing to me.
but i'm living on. because of him. because i can only see that rim of light when i see him.
because he is the only one who can really make me smile.
and the one who can really break my heart.
love me ,
that's all i ask of you.
<3msARTEE