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Friday, April 28, 2006


& 10:06 PM &

dearest bloggie of the tnfs,

it's me, muhammad idris bin mohamed ya'akob. yeah. i'm fourteen for your info. i'm in the yccb. and kinda proud to be in it. so now i'll just tell you the geeks:

wanteng: a female. duhhs. she's one of the light that comes out of every dark corner. yeah. sparking angel la. hahs. but she's known more by the name 'dougnut' -.-"

samantha: she's a tnfs right? hahs. i don't know la. clarinetist. she's known as might mouse ah? sorry that i dunno. hahs. eat more=]

suhana: erm, okay. what to say? being stalked by rafi? but thats not her fault. right? lol. she's the smart-geek in class. she just keep on scoring. keep it up. alright?

christina: the blog editor. hais, she's the editor of everything la. born-art-talented. yeah. that's true. right? she's the biggest yuan ching concert band fan. that makes her go wee-wee. becoming a maths geek. maybe miss soh will welcome/praise her la.

cheryl: shorty? she's not that short la. trust me, there's more shorter people than her. right cheryl? just say right la. hahs. don't slack to mush in maths and geog. but u can slack in squidward's class for all i care. muahaha. keep on growing~

okay. thats the people. the un-forgotten fellows. they're good? bad? i don't f*cking know la. but mostly good *ahem*


smell your fingers. smell the grease? hahs.


low-profile
& 8:26 PM &

heylo=] im suffocating ryte nw..wah!so breathless sia..it muz be those tiny miny bacteriasngerms frm e instruments!!urgh..der wasn any band prac jz nw..had a maintainence..so fun yet tiring..my duty starts todae...
n it is soo leceh!gtta endure it mann..

i <3>
can i jz flunk all my subj??


had pretty muc fun wit e TNFs..


INTERESTING FACTS: e wtv polisher is so bloody damn smelly!!
he came..he hurt me..bt manage to win my heart bac..
haiz..dis guy ar..making me in a dilemma sia..he played
e guitar n clavinova..i jz wanna see dat cheeky smile of urs.
he looks at me..was dt jz a stare..or a meaningful one..?



the pathetic-ass





Thursday, April 27, 2006

wt is e gender of my brain?
& 6:50 PM &

Firstly...i would lyk to congratulate those peeps hu are goin to be e upcoming comm.mem..!!!haha
u guys rawks..im so looking forward to work wit u GUYS!!=]]
GOOD things:
Performance...was sortta great..we did a good JOB!!if peeps sae we didn sound dat loud..dat
means e hall was nt a great place to perform in..haha.im proud of e YCCB =]
I was choosen to be e QM..at first..i didn really lyk it..bt den..i tink dis is e onli way fr me n e other comm.mem to bring up e band..yea..hopefully bfore i graduate..our band would at least
taste e GOLD wit HONOUR!! fr our SYF..
Todae was lyk a miracle day..coz ms lee didn come..hahha!!
i am OFFICIALY attached wit a particular beloved someone..
BAD THINGS:
I had a bad bloody damn cramp at my neck bfore e performance..
My snare didn sound loud=[
Someone in particular didn perform..
Sec 4s n 5s are stepping down tmr=[ im wondering hw are we gonna manage without dem..
EXAMS NEX WEEK!!!!!
I felt lyk puking whenever i eat...n im damn thin..


Intersting facts:after skol..we saw e beloved sweetarse senior!!
whose name was LEIA..haha..she looks
chirpy as always:p
i saw him looking at me..he is fading in my mind=]


Fav song:
wat e phuck am i doing?
i donno im crapping...
wat e phuck is he doing?
its obvious he's fucking!




i love e TNFs


Monday, April 24, 2006

the pain. ;
& 7:18 PM &

HELLO DARLINGS :D .
been a while since i've blogged here yeah?
busy lah busy lah (:
anyways, it's raining now..
should have rained in the morning lor. sigh,
i don't want to know the truth lah..
just don't let me see you looking at her anymore..
it hurts me like fuck.

ANYWAY!!!,
i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready, FOR THE PERFORMANCE !
HAHHALalalalalla.

everyone jia you! :D , we will make everyone fall in love with Band :DDD .
lalalala,

sorrowful days seem to make me ke siao. what to do.
:(



<33msartee


peek-a-boo
& 5:20 PM &

DOINK.
ah-hahaha.
stupiid lil me.
ehhh.
ok.
todaes lyk so shitty n stuffs.
ya'll noe.
a stupid dae at skl.
n later at 7pm i'll haf my lil borin tution.
okok.
fine.
i haf nt even done my tution hw yet.
n its lyk sho much more.
ALL MATHS!!!
any of my darlin pro tnfs wanna help??
HUH?HUH?
any??
=.=
ok.
fine.
blabberin to myself.
HELLO!??
anyone dere?
...
okok.
i'll stop my carzy lamin.
im so bored!
n ive gt sho much stuffs i jus dun wanna think.
neither do i wanna see.
so i'll jus push it all.
into a tiny winy lil space.
right at der bac of my polluted mind.
GOSH.
MY OH MY.
recently ive been so influnced by sme peep.
yeh.
goin to get a specs of my own soon.
though` i dun haf any degrees.
ok.
i ADMIT.
cos im envin- dos peeps wth spects!
=.=
n im a NERD.
:((
so.
im gonna get one.
lalalala. *starts throwin stuffs.
ok.
dat was kinda
errrrr.
well.
band performance dis thurs.
are ya'll geeks ready???
yehyeh??
nod ur head nw,
n sae after me,
one at a time,
...
I-AM-READY!!
WHOOOO!
well.
actualli.
im nort lahs.
ehhh.
ok.
:x

btw.haf ya'll notice our lil gay frien's new baggie?
it looks......gayish. oops.
hahaha.

<3tnfs.
xoxoxo. hugs&kisses. :)

purplesuiicidedollie
#LIL`SHORTY in de house :x




Sunday, April 23, 2006

bloated
& 8:34 PM &

dang! im so freaking darn bloated..wah..sort of need a 'mass run' sia..i tink i need to lose fats..
wait..do i even hav?hahaaha..oops:x ignore wat ive said...

okok..todae,im sort of happy..joyful..GAYful..weekends mah..dats y la..family gatherings..
has always been fun..laughter everywer=]

cant wait to go to skol..LOL..of course to meet my frens..n him..
n not for studies..im wondering if der is band tmr..hopefully DER IS!!!
i juz miss my band..eventhough i had band prac on fri..cant be apart frm my instruments..
BAND FREAK..


he's online...ding-dang..i cant even bring myself to
chat wit him..aiyoh..*knocks my head*



ladie'N'


Saturday, April 22, 2006

will der be a tmr for me?
& 10:07 PM &

Im juz tired..juz went home frm some band central judging..or wateva u call it..it is sort of fun..BOWEN get GOLD wit HONOUR..ya..dey are damn good...den der was this particular band..dat did a DRUMLINE..
wah..so nice..n took some pics agn..

im feeling so shitty..hopeless..useless..confused.
wat kind of child am i?
wat kind of sis am i?
wat kind of fren am i?
wat kind of niece am i?
i donno ..y i cant be a good person..
haiz..never fails to make peeps worried,pissed,hurt..
gosh..im so PATHETIC!! dats juz e best word to discribe myself..


i juz wan e oldies..pass my english..
make my parents happy..
success in my life..
be a good player in band..
stop swearing n pissed people..
being loved by him..

ladie'N'




i confessed!!!
& 1:36 PM &

I HURT HIM AGAIN!! IDON MEAN TO BUT I HAB STILL HURT U!!! PLS FORGIVE MII... WE R STILL FWEN!! I REALLI NEED U AS A FWEN!!!! PLS!!! GET OVER IT SOON!!
I'M REALLI REALLI BERII SORRIIIE!!!!

i don mean to... but i still lurb U lorts!! i'm feeling hurt too!!! :'(



Wednesday, April 19, 2006

screamin&kickin. lyfes a mess.
& 8:48 PM &

yahs.
wadevas lahs hor.
my lyfes a mess rite nw.
fuck.
all i freakin noe is. .
i aso duntnoe.
:(
ii think its lyk ya'll noe?
onli sme things matter nw.
play well fer my flute.-band
n piano.
get good grades.
n der TNFS.
ii suck at everythin.
=.=
its lyk der worlds so dark.
n its closin on me.
...
all ii cn sae is.
TNFS,
try ur best in everythin.
ii will support ya'll der!
:)


-
i noe u still lyk him.
i'll jus pretend ive nv seen him before.
i'll jus pretend ive nv haf anyhtin gotta do wth him.
i'll forget him.
n maybe.
u'll be more happy.
n our friendship will last.
-


<3tnfs.
xoxoxo.
purplesuiicidedollie

#LIL'SHORTY :)



Tuesday, April 18, 2006

unforgettable
& 9:56 PM &

band was fun..things went sort of wacky wen e conductor..dance..well..i was juz
glad dat e senoirs came=]


Things werent e same for me this year.
im not sure why.
my lyf is in a mess bcoz of things.
and most of e things is olways.. n i meant olways,
LOVE
Love has changed me into another part of me.
love is wat people enjoy.
but for me..
it seems to be different..
haiz.wen we r in love..der will always be an obstacle.
me n him..we jz cant be together..URGH
i juz love him soo much..n i miss him LOTs=[
To all my frens dat is in e same boat as me..all i wanna say is..we gonna push ourself n go on with our lyfs..
we shall juz pursue our dreams..n 4get about e lovey-dovey stuffs;]
i make a vow from today..dat i will FORGET him.
n i WILL!! it is juz hard being in love wit someone
dat we cant be with..i juz wish him happiness n
have a succesful lyf=]
god bless us
(amin)


Monday, April 17, 2006

mb this is wat u call a miracle day..?
& 9:45 PM &

hye..im feeling lethargic..im juz soo tired..sort of need a break'-_-" der was skol..lyk duh..n it has never been fun..it was jz another boring day..passing his class..urgh..i juz miss him =[
might nt be bloggin dat much dis few weeks..

band..it was fun..well, it has been gettin fun ..i love e band members..ya=]



WE WILL MAKE IT TO SILVER !YCCB=]



interesting facts:mdm zubaidah came back!!welcum back cikgu..
i saw him..he saw me..bt..it is juz getting nowhere..i was glad dat i saw
him alot of tym..bt i miss HIM so much..he came to prac.bt nex sec.he
went away:(


ladie 'N'



& 9:20 PM &

TNFS!!! wy ish everyone sho upset cos of LOVE?? ladiie N, msARTEE N MII!! *sobbz* 3 more days!! i wonder if i can still be firm!! sigh~ i'm sorriie if i hurt UU!! i'm reaallii sorriiez!! jia you^^
sae chees... TNFS!!!
['doughnuT"]**
*sobbz*
<3 TNFS & YOU


Sunday, April 16, 2006

i love him
& 8:34 PM &

specially to my someone:

i gotta tell u dat i FUCKIN LOVE U..
u online..bt i cant tok to u..coz gt no guts..
i tink i love u..bt my mind doesn seems to say so..
sometyms i felt disgusted of u..bt i still HEART n MISS
..................**********..................


dats ur name

u were e guy dat was being rejected by some gal..
u are in my skol.
worst of all..u are in e same cca..as me



shici ai shifu-senpai



why can't my tears fall freely like the rain does ;
& 8:19 PM &

sigh . sorry to my tnfs that i have to rant here..
there's nothing else i could turn to.
i want to let it out.

why must he leave me just like that.
he don't know how i feel, and i really want to know what's he thinking inside.
all i just want is to be loved. and to love him in return.
maybe this is all retribution. like how i hurt that someone before i met him .
FINE! why him ? why does it have to be someone i love so much!

i want to cry so much .
everytime it hurts but i still can't cry.
how much longer do i have to endure this pain and agony?

i'm really weakened after all this things have happened.
i've changed .
to become someone and i don't even know who i am already .
peeps , my life is shattered, it means nothing to me.
but i'm living on. because of him. because i can only see that rim of light when i see him.


because he is the only one who can really make me smile.
and the one who can really break my heart.

love me ,
that's all i ask of you.

<3msARTEE


she is a BIMBO!!
& 6:36 PM &

hey peeps!!im feeling so bored..btw,on friday's outing was fun!!bt too bad..emososhi didn came...dat ASS=] haha..i feel lyk eating secrets recipe agn!!e cakes..delicious..btw,i tink i ate alot this weekends..n i really need e MASS RUN..?
aiyo..wer are those peeps??y izzit onli me n msartee blogged this tingy..haix..guys!!pliz blog!!!okok..gt nth much to say..tmr der's BAND!!!im so excited...haha ..hopefully..dat someone will come..I FREAKING DAMN MISS HIM!!!..wtv..
This thing is sort of a big prob to my lyf..n e thing is..my ENGLISH..haiz..i totally sucked in it..n my parents wan me to take up tuition..lyk wth!! I asked dem to buy me this drum tingy..wic cost $450.obviously their ans was..NO..aiyoh..i so HATE english!
interesting facts: he was rejected...n i cant stop laughin over it..
she is a bimbo..LOL
english is soo important...
ladie 'N'


heres to you, emososhi! ;
& 3:04 PM &



the last piece to EMOSOSHI, IDRIS! .
we love you dude. (:


Friday, April 14, 2006

love you girls ! ;
& 9:09 PM &

hee , thanks alot for the GREEEEEEAAAT outing today ! really had fun ! if only i have Cyber-shot T7 , then could have taken MORE and BETTER photos ! grr !
anyway , tomorrow can collect the developed photos already , SO EXCITED ((: .

yeah , can't wait for the next outing !
LOVE YA BABES ((:


<3msARTEE


Thursday, April 13, 2006

a weird,hilarious & FREAking fun day!!
& 8:11 PM &

hey GUYs!! today is gonna be a long post..

Fisrtly,in e morning was so damn bright eventhough it was onli 7.10.Den..e dark clouds came..it was so freaking scary sia..n it realli looks threatening..after dat it drizzle..n we were drenched..a little onli..

haha..e secret is out..LIL SHORTIE's=] i juz love to make her angry..LOL.science lesson was sort of great..my beloved subj..?we had dis 'game' n i tink my group did pretty well..bcoz of me..haha=] kiddin guys..

skol over..

skol's over..wic means band tym..dn most of e sec2s band mems help MS LOH to bring e old chairs in e band rm to level one..and it was freakin damn tiring..bt it realli shows e team spirit in US!!yea..im sure ms loh is proud of us..haha After dat..sumting happen..n im nt a 'virgin' * laughin* this is all bcoz of msartee..den we had lunch..n we tok abt..romance n sex n we practically make a fool out of ourself..wen msartee laughed her heart out! n peeps stare at us lyk we r some pathetic gals...

Den band tym..Wee!!so happy..we played quite well..den joey n chaqif went to try conductin..it was damn FUNNY;p den i realise dat i played quite alot of e perc.instruments..n i played e drum..haha.so proud of myself..well one of e greatest band prac wit MR REFAT..

tmr goin out!!wit e nerdies..=]

interesting facts:idris plays e beloved senior's hornet..



ladie 'n'


Wednesday, April 12, 2006


& 8:08 PM &

finally i'm posting moii 1st post! ahaha... nice blog, msARTEE=D sigh~ today was just another freaky day! everything juz don seem it ish goin smoothly! wy?? can anyone tell mii?? haix.. tis friday shall be our nerdy gathering day?? er... juz a simple date!! ahah.. sho excited... where shall we go? er.. izzit too early? lollxXD... short post tis time..
LURVE TNFS 4EVA...
JIA YOU!!! xp


alerting all TNFs... DouGhNuT isH heRe xoxo


u answered my prayers
& 6:16 PM &

alone in this house..aunt n uncle went to hospital..Today was juz another day..yea..i tink i ate alot todae..bt still feels hungry..skol was boring..n ive gt dis EMOISH feeling agn during art lesson...so FREAK seh..dn drama was obviously fun..haha!bt lil shortie makes a fool out of herself..oops:x nt gonna tell u guys e reason..coz she ltr paiseh..HAHA!!

Den der was a STUPID BLOODY maths test!!bt its sort of easy actually..haha ..after all e tiring skol day..der came e sectional practice..n it is ok la..except dat..e PY beat is really laggin..den me n msartee went to play THE PHANTOM song!!on e keyboard..haha..so fun..we play lyk..JAKUN's..n idris play e xylo..he realli looks lyk RETARD?..haha..sori emodude=] After sect. prac,i went home wit M.M..den..we tok abt enterin ITE..haha..ok this is weird.i noe..bt we really tinks dat it is fun der;)

no offence msartee..heehe.TNFs..i wanna hang out dis friday..lets have a date!!den we gonna take loads of pics!!=]okok!! its set..

i saw u..bt it makes no diff..nth is gonna change..i juz miss u LOTS:[
heart shifu-senpai
addicted to phantom of the opera

the NERD: IDRIS

>peace out<


Tuesday, April 11, 2006

hey peeps ! ;
& 9:21 PM &

DON'T LEAVE THIS BLOG HANGING ! comon ! blog something ? hahas .
tomorrow have sectional practice okay ? and hopefully on good friday , we can all hang out and PHOTOS TIME ! :DDDD .
anyways , the moon today is roouunndd (: .
love you all NFS .

<3msARTEE .


Monday, April 10, 2006

Monday. april 10.2006
& 4:51 PM &

hey everybody..first tym blogging..n donno wat to say!!wanna tanx MSARTEE for this damn tingy..hehe..cool ryte e blog?! duhh..my FREN mah...

Today was boring..ya..malay teacher didn come.so we SLACK..crap e whole lesson..n i saw him..den ah SOH period is wen e BOREDOM came..first entry gonna be short yea..
love US=]
ladie N


Sunday, April 09, 2006

opening of tnfs blog !
& 7:13 PM &

nhees , just testing . such a pity that we didn't get to take a photo yesterday !
anyways , hope all of you like this layout . oh yeah , those who have any questions to ask me , kindly msn me or message okay !


TNFS FOREVER.

tired . :(


<3minako